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Sunday, December 25, 2005

01.01.06 <3 <3 <3

ehh kk y'all know about how every winter break, i give like a day by day schedule and a reflection at the end of it? well i'ma do it different this year. i'ma just update everyday what i did each day. dink its more effective. oh yea, and the point of this is to prove that i dun waste my entire vacation sitting on my ass lol. ehh oh yea, i know a lot of catz too lazy to read sometimes but y'all ain't gotta read the whole shit. but plz read the reflection at the end fer me aite? thnx =]

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school was pretty gay. presented my project on i robot in AP literature, than cut the rest of the school day. picked up jeff and we rolled up to Kim's crib. we exchanged presents until for a while and then suddenly, her mom came up to the driveway so we just quickly said goodbye and speeded away lol. Than picked up yen and berec and we went to visit ronny's house in Herricks. ate Ronny out of house and home and chilled with her for a WHILE, we had to leave to flushing. got like 5 or 6 good bye hugs each from ronny since she is going away to taiwan for the winter break ='[. missin you alreadyyy ronny lol. so we go to flushing and meet up with Aileen and her gangbanger friendsss. so scared lol. they were singing karaoke and we were just watching the korean stuff and pretending we understand lol. than us 3 along with Aileen went to a pool hall. We played doubles at first but it was just too painful to play cause we sucked so much so it went to me and berec. helped Aileen with shooting straight i think? lol and uhh everybody was getting hurt cause they were laughing at my retardation. haha. than we went to go eat at that noodle place next to ktv. Car ride back home was ill. dropped berec off and than me and Aileen jes nodded off to 90's techno until i dropped her home. oh yea and we had to stop at some creepy biker pool hall and shit cause she had to go potttyy lol. cool night

Saturday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
went to broadway in the mornin and brought some people gifts. spent madd money man. brought gift cards, real diamond earings, perfume, etc. Than drove to New Jersey to have that yearly xmas party with childhood friends originally from flushing but all moved out lol. uhh yeah but everybody like grew up a lot since i last saw em. it used to be all kids and boring and shit and everybodies hyper as hell. but now we can all sit together and have real conversations. enjoyed talkin to jessica and emily the most tho. they mo' like me u know, agewise. cept jessica acts like a 5 yr. old haha. and uhh we sang feliz navidad for a majority of the night lol. Also talked about how FAT and MEAN i used to be to everyone. i dont remember that shit?? fat maybe but mean? nawwww. went home around like 3 in the mornin and had to write xmas cards. so slept around 4:30.

Sunday:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
uhh weirdd xmas to say the least
first, i get a call at 9 in the mornin and i wake up to pick up Aileen and Yen to take dem to church. Now like i sed befo' i slept at like 4:30 the day befo' so i'm like dying and shit. we get to church but than we decide to just go to a radom parking lot and rest before we go in. than after 20 min of resting, we go in and we lie on the couch for like an hour lol completely missing the service. Yen tells me a DISGUSTING TRAUMATIZING story ewwie. Than we decide that we are hungry and go down 106 and 107 searching for an open place to eat but failed miserably until we found dunkin doughnuts. ate there and we basically lie down in my car for 10 minutes until yens brother tells her to go home again. so we drop her off at the church and than i park my car next to the railroad station. pushed the front chairs up for more room in the back and me and Aileen just slept together in the back of my car for 2 hours or sumtin like that. than we wake up and her parents came to the church so she left and i waz allll alone =[.
than at night, me and chris went to priscilla and larrys party. nice to chill with the new life crew again. priscilla and Franklin lol. and uhh i'd say eddie too but hes abundant.
so downed a whole tank of gas this weekend lol. need moree

monday:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
rayrays kwanza party

lol so i wake up at around 12( FINALLY A GOOD SLEEP) and my parents decide to go to the orient. we go and i see kim! yay kim! lol wit her parents but she left in like 3 minutes. Boo kim! got home around 1 and chilled fo' a while and than took the bus to flushing. I crashed at Rayray's yearly kwanzaa party. it was ill chillin wit the old flushing crew again. to be honest, i haven't chilled wit them since i broke up wit Grace and J bird went to college this year. and i also haven't chilled with this many brothers since the last kwanzaa party lol. s'all good, it was cool seeing J bird again. me, him, grace, and V were the only chinkz haha. madd fun games and shit there. got beer pong fer one. that shit..wow if you start out bad, u eventually get too drunk to ever get it in the cup and you drink the most. haha but i was only a lil buzzed. its just beer. strip poker fuckin hot as hell lol. me, ray ray, cal, Big V, grace, shirley, and wtf?? rayrays mom?! started dat strip poker shit haha. and remember i told you last year that rayrays mom is HOT AS HELL. but who knew that she was a fucking good poker player wow. everybody ended up in their underwear cept her. the winner gets to keep a piece of everyones clothing so rayrays mom got my red bandana =[. now how am i supposed to front like a blood?!? haha naw jp. party ended at 10 and Jbird offered to take me home. brothers fuckin crazy man. went like 100 on the highway until he saw 5-0 than he was like an old lady haha
Tuesday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Roosevelt shopping
didn't really buy any shit... wtf lol lets see..uhh soo first picked up aileen, than berec, than brian, than priscilla. car ride there was mad dead. PRISCILLA WAS QUIET lol i kno right? a miracle! only me and brian were talkin. than it got funyn as hell when 2 white girls in a beamer pulled up next to me at a turn and i just waved at one of them. than we all laughed a mad lot at the reaction lol. met up wit jeff, chris eddie. than some random syo cats. and than free pizza kid who randomly showed up. basically we just stood around and talked for hours. first we waited for dem 2 damn niggaz, jeff and chris to get starbucks coffee which took like a half an hour cause the line was bullshit. Than we rolled up to a couple of shoe stores to look at timbs and shit. Than i had to drop aileen home at 5 and supposedly come back and have dinner. but then we kinda got sidetracked and went to the furniture place where we went the last time wit berec and ronny. Sat on the couches for a few and i tried to take a pic of her wit her camera. mission impossible! lol bahh ended up taking a bunch of pictures of her hand and hair =[. car ride home wazz longg( o_-). den picked up berec and free pizza kid and took em home and dats dat
wednesday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
played pool and smoked for most of the day. than worked from 4 to 9. made 67 bucks. w00t. getting pretty good at pool. can shoot stright now. and i guess getting pretty good at delivering pizza too haha. y'all niggaz better start visiting me at danos. especially yall syo cats =P
thursday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
KING KONG
fun dayy wit sexyy aileen. went to see king kong at 11:00 at broadway. i was actually a lil interested in the movie so i was awake for most of it but aileen was sleeping on my arm for most of it lol. the beginning was slow as hell but when they actually get to king kongs island, da shyt starts to get good. if u plannin to see diz shyt, go in about an hour into the movie. the whole first shit is about some random great depression story. than went to go see wolf creek. now i was fuckin tired so i slept on her the whole movie lol. ask her about the movie cause i have no fuckin idea. after the movie we went to go get some ice cream and my boy ray( a white guy) said hi to me and i said yo back. and aileen was like "is that justin yeung?" and i thought she was joking, so i sarcastically said yes and she waved at my WHITE friend and said hi Justin. i jes started cracking up. and shes like "wats so funny? wasn't that justin?" and i was like, nawwww thats my friend rayray. and she jes smacked me and we laughed about it fer a while lol. after ice cream, we went to my car again and just slept/talked. wheee

friday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
arghhh i think i got 80 shot marks on my ass and back haha. started out da day wit waking up at 9 again. went to aileens house and brought her to the train station. woooo fun.... lol o well at least i got to see her today =] . went to work from 12-4. than went paintballin wit free movies kid, berec, and bo. mi gun kept fucking up and shit and the cats in low tech are retarted. everytime i run out of bullets, i start walking out wit my hands up but they just keep shooting me. =[ daz why so many shots on the back. dumb motherfuckaz. than me, berec, and bo just went in without guns to divert some fire away. we did some fucking matrix shit haha, hopping everywhere and shyt, jumping over bunkers. and i think i actually got hit a lot less lmao. than after paintballing, we went in my car and bo started throwing paintballs and breaking them at random cars haha. dat shyt is crooked as hell but fun for some reason. bo is mad dumb too, he tried to throw one out da window and it hit the inside of my window and bounced onto his face LMAO. funny thing is, it happened twice! lol. got taco bell. ate, took a shit, than dropped everyone home. mad fun day
saturday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
ehh im not really doing anthing during the day. so i'ma just post up random pictures i found in my camera. i'm going to flushing and cpk tonight tho.
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meeee
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never smiling =]

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hairy convict lol

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looks like im plotting to kill him lol

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lol im pretending to write so the teacher wont get pissed off at me

okiii enough of mi ugly ass.
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pimply max and half of justin haha

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maggieee lol

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tall dark and sexy omar haha
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pimply anjewlo haha

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i like it better when u shave and spike your hair up. you dont look as much of a hairy convict. (:
Posted 1/1/2006 at 6:08 PM by liddledaredevil
lol added one fer yu kim

i'll update when i get back from cpk/flushing
cpk/flushing was aite. it started kinda fucked up tho. mel tells me the to come to maggies house at 5:30. i left at 4:30 first because i waz gonna visit my man chris and jimmy at starbucks. but than when i got to starbucks, maggie calls me and tells me to not come until 7. im like "FUCK" cause i cant go back home since i told him parents im leaving. so i sit for like an hour than maggie told me to meet with her at party city. we met wit maggie, melissa, and mels bf, marvin. we went back to maggies house but the girls decided they needed to "change" for like an hour and told me and mel's bf(we never sed a word to each other before) to hang out somewhere for an hour. so i'm like "wtfffff?" i tried to take him to the mall nd shyt but everything was closed so i was like "fuck this shit, u wanna just smoke for the next hour?" and hez like "heeellllzz yeah nigga" and so we just smoked and talked about our gangsta lives and shit haha. he's a pretty deep brother. iunno why i ain't talk to him much before this. talked about him and melissa and how we sick of dating girls who are like us and smoke and drink and do bad shit lol. so we go to cpk and i was seperated from the group by a huge support pole so i got pissed and went to the counter and ate my free bread lol. karaoke was aite. sang barbie girl and U got it bad really badly and offtune but got like higher scores than people who were singing it in tune lmao. than went home to countdown the new years. good day overall only bad thing was i didn't get to see aileen once =[


sunday::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
01.01.06 <3 <3
awesome way to start the new years! luv ya so much grl
so many good times wit chu in so less time. Sleeping in my car all the time, me paying for everything in flushing, the "wrench"(lol), justin yeung=rayray, talking about ur friends who hate me, traumatizing stories, roosevelt furniture storee,feeling around for ur phonee haha, and both of us being madd camera shy.

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lot in common? lol

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::::::::::::::REFLECTION(PLEASE READ)::::::::::::::::::::
and finallyy the end of the vacation is here. but i hafta admit, this is the most awesome winter break i've had in years. was out every single day until past midnight. This is my last winter vacation in Jericho =[ so i'm glad you guys showed me such an awesome time. i wanna thank da sexy peepoz who chilled wit me and showed me a great time. Berec, Ronny, Yen may, Jessica Ken, dennis ken, emily, tina and anna, the crew at the christmas eve party, priss Killa, franklin, jeff T., Jeff C. Chris Du, Jimmy G., larry cheng, Brian M, eddie wangsta, Rayray, cal, Grace, J-bird, Hood, jamal, malik, Mac, james, rayrays mom(LOL), Big V, Free pizza kid, Free movies kid, Tony, Bo, Maggie, Marvin, Melissa, Zoe, allison B., tiff mon, max kim, jenny lee, sean park, Kim tai!, walletpicker(josh lol), dat random crew of kims friends at roosevelt, John lee, and last but DEFINITELY NOT least, my wonderful sexy baby girl, Aileen haha <3
I really enjoyed this year and the new peepoz i made friends with. the beginning of the year was stressful until i took the SAT's after that it was all chill, chill, and chill lol. as u remember, i had a really shitty year last year and my reflection said it and i was mad upset at the shit that was going on in my life. but this year, i feel like a million bucks. fer real. made friends with the mad sexy abundant crew. a lot better than last year when i only went to see chris du and kim haha. got closer with my great neck peepoz for real. dats cool. met a couple of new cats too. try to hook up wit my old flushing crew the best i can since most of them in college now lol. met a lot of sexy peepoz from syosset this year too and most of them are like my best friends now haha. Yet wit all these new niggaz, i still find time to chill roll wit my jericho, hicksville, and plainview crews haha.
got my drivers license this year which im very happy about. i feel i can connect a lot more wit my boyz who live a driving distance away. my parents dont feel pissed off at me nemore since i never ask em for a ride again haha. got an 1870 on the SAT's and applyed to 6 pretty decent colleges. hope to at least get in one lol(NYU).
got hooked up with a job that pays almost 20+ per hour if the day is busy lol delivering pizza and shit. i really like it. all i do is sit in my car and blast rap music and make money. and i get free food too. now THAT is a fucking DREAM job lol.
and of course, i'm very happy about my crush agreeing to be my girlfriend. one of my most precious gifts this year that i hope to keep for a very long time. i love you Aileen
=]
i guess things really do get better in time. i was miserable last year and i wanted to move out of jericho and shyt, Junior year was mad dark for me. i hope my peepoz who goin through it right now ain't feelin what i felt. i'm not afraid as much about going to college as i am about losing my peepoz around these hoods. i tried my best to find an in-state college which is easy cause new yorks got da best shit. but it wont be da same fer real. i'll miss y'all way too much. i hope i get to chill wit every one of y'all muhfuckaz as much as possible before i pack my bagz. thank you everyone for making this week, hell, this muhfucking year so special


Wednesday, February 09, 2005

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i privated all my damn entries after this one lol. did this last year but i want some new niggaz and they tributes haha. so write yo name down peepoz

and i decided to just write an entry for anyone who comments. unless its random propz. yea i'm fuckin bored. so sue me nigga

I. Reply to this post with your name, b/c I would like to say a couple words about you.
II. I will give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you.
i'll try to just put down the first word that comes to my mind. no promises that they won't be weird, though.
III. We all could use a boost now and then, so steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.

Zoe:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
damn girl, we've known each other mad long. wats it been? like 2 years? lol i remember when i first came to new life and u were like "wtf? wats jesse yuan doing here?" good times talkin during planning of church events like famine, bubble tea house, and during the retreat. Talked about relationships, music, clothes, god, how poor i am and how ur supposedly "more poor than me" lol, and anything that came up. and you freeload off my lunch everyday in latin as well as half the people that sit next to you lmao
Word: Freeloader

Fiona::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
u my girl yo haha. u my triple OG. u were there for me when i first broke up with my ex, grace. haha it was hard to believe you would even consider talking to me considering the fact that the first day we met, i was pounding ths shit out of ur boy, ray haha. and than you were there for me again when i broke up wit my most recent ex. ug ot my back and i got yours and i'm down wit dat relationship. you also smack me in my arm so many times. WHAT DID THIS ARM EVER DONE TO YOU? lol
Word: meannn

Ray ray::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
u one of my oldest friends here. damn son, when did i meet you? like when we were fo' haha. u one of da blackest mother fuckas i know man. u fuckin freestyle, ball, blaze, and u throw the best cookouts a playa's ever been to. remember lik ethe good old days when i waz taller than you? haha before i moved out of flushing. than i come back to flushing 3 years later and you muhfuckin 6'1" u lucky bastard. and dun pay attention to wat me and john say about yo mama haha. having a hot momz is illlll lmao
word: cookout

Esther:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
ummm youz a real cool girl. ur verr pretty haha. we should definitely chill sometime. btw, somebody told me ur krn name was urea? ahh dont kill me lol just wonderin.
word: sexy

Josh:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
u ain't got xanga but u asked me to add you so here you are. mang u fuckin awesome. u prolly da only real black kid in jericho who ain't fuckin whitewashed or gay. ur freestyles is ill too but you ain't got shit on me big homie haha. and you a fuckin awesome baller too damn..yo u can fuckin dunk and shit. i love playing 2v2 wit you and some other suckas. i just throw the ball up at the hoop and if i miss, you allie oop that shit and you dunk it in. fullproof muhfuckin strategy haha. u fuckin tall 2 man. wat r u? 6'3"? man and u fuckin a year younger than me too. fucked up
word: baller

tiffany:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
used to have some good time at yo house wit you and janet. walkin to da deli in freezing cold weather. Janet slapping me accross the bare cheeks and going numb once. you guys dragging me out of yo house to go. then fuckin spendin like $30 worth of candy and eatin none of it. also dat creepy cat in the deli that talked about us everytime we walked in and brought everything. so many memories at that house of yours haha. i think i'll buy it from your parents when i grow up. =]
word: Freeloader 2 lol

Maggie::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
I met you in like 7th grade i think right? in Grossman's science class. i used to think you were like a genius or sumtin cuz you and dat white cat, markowitz used to get straight hundreds on everything. Than i actually started chillin wit chu this year and i found out, dat ain't it at all lol. chilled wit yu a couple of times and met up with some "interesting people" lol e.g. dat pothead dude that has like a million pictures of melissa and stalks her. and you know you laugh your ass off everyday in kramer's class because of me cmon admit it haha.
word: weirdd

Emily:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
aww man. it really sux dat joo moved to jersey. we were mad chill back in da day lol. livin in flushing, chillin wit da whole crew. too bad yu dun remember anyone from our apartment tho cept me. iunno, i'd think even tho i moved out to fuckin jewicho, we woulda kept in touch more if you still lived in killa queenz. o well. grlll i see you like once a year, dun ditch any more xmas parties!
word: awesome

Ed::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
yooo. my main man Ed. wuddp homie. how ya been? we haven't chilled for mad long yo. i met chu at dat 6 flagz thing. it waz mad ill yo. fuckin ridin nitro, superman, and dat medusa shit. mad hot mad hot. and then on da bus ride home, we fuckin chilled and listened to some mad hot tracks wit jin and shit. yea we muhfuckin rap fiends haha. Playing ghosts, that stupid word game was aite too haha. we should chill sometime again. hit me up whenever
word: Rap

Jill:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
JILLLL. wat can i say about sexy jill? haha soo many things yo. dun even know where to start. jilll you my main girl yo haha. how can anyone not just love you lmao. i mean u ossessed with laxatives lol.  you gotta be da sexiest girl in da world to do dat haha. i met chu 2 summers ago i think. yea at jeff's house. well not really meet, but..well u kno da story. and ur da one girl i kno dat's just as perverted as me haha. i remember you sent that pic to me of you humping the beanie turtle or sumtin like dat. soo nasty. i enjoyed talkin wit yo friends who randomly im me and i randomly im them back and every1's confused too haha. if i go to taiwan diz summer, u better welcome me to ur home =]
word: perverted =]

Melissa::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
hey mel! whazzzzup. chillin wit chu for the past year's been maddd fun. goin to the mall together, chillin at the movies, syo's homecoming, math and AP comp, lol. and u know i make you laugh your ass off too in AP comp everyday right haha. melisssssaaa ur so nice to everyone. you got to be meaner to some people at least lol. i remember when we were talking about future careers and i said you could never be an employer cuz your too nice to fire yo peepoz. and you were like denying it. than i said "if a guy comes up to you and tells you about his 6 kids and dead wife that are all on welfare and starving, would u fire him" and you were like "shut up" lol
word: Nice

Jess:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
u mah favorite cous kid haha. iun even remember when the hell i met you. its been so fuckin long. we started out chillin in flushing until i got tired of you and moved to jewicho. and then a couple years later, yo black ass moves here too. wat are you? following me? lol naw, even tho yo parents always got chu locked down and we can never chill, i'm glad you moved here mang. mad propz
word: hyper

Dennis::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
mad propz to jessica's real cousin haha. i remember weak asian cookouts wit chu(weak compared to blacks haha). and we fuckin pushed that dog into the pool at jess's house and got yelled at. and you fuckin im me 99 times a day while i'm playing counterstrike. because of you, i had to turn off the sounds on my aim. its a lot quiter here now, i guess i can call you an inspiration lol
word: more of an advice but...instead of saying "talk to me plz" a million times in the message, try typing what the fuck you want so when i see it i can answer you back instead of seeing "talk to me plzzzzzz" a million times

Jae:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Jae....where do i start haha. youz my main hicksville cat. we met at jenny's party like 2 years ago and we were supposed to freestyle remember? what happened lol. anyways you freestyle, beat box, and ball too. you like a korean version of all my black friends haha. we need to play some ball again sometime like during the summer wit me, chris, larry, and you. oh yea and franklin too. wow i brought some pretty bad ballers who couldn't sink one shot(no offense to franklin or chris haha) next time i'll bring my black friends instead lol. oh yea and freestylin, we gotta do that shit sometime too yo
word: right hand man

PrisC:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
damn girl. i've known you for like ever lol. well not really. i met you like last yr. right? when i went to yo church. you so damn hyper. where da fuck does all dat energy come from? damn lol i mean you a teenager now, u supposed to be tired like 70% of the time. chillin wit chu in famine, bubble tea house, koo chung concert, at jeff's house, church, movies, retreat, and more. haha what can i say, you may be weird but you give new life the spark it needs. everyone else is sooo boring and quiet there*cough* kris* lol
word: weirddd

John park:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
lol dawg, ya gotta follow da rules mang. u supposed to write yo name. i'll let it go tho. damn man, i met chu like a month ago i think soo i guess you got a shorter paragraph than others lol. ummm trying to think of memories....umm oh yea i jacked your calculator. haha well u or joe left it on the floor and i picked it up but i didn't kno wat yo name was so damn. my bad my bad
word: oops

Jane::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
whaddp jane! yur coool. i met chu at famine this year i dink. isn't wei ping really weird? lol neways umm wat can i say? you made that famine da shitz lol. remember boom chicka boom boom? such a weirddd game. and writing those cards to each other. not to mention not eating for 30 hours. that was painful.. =[. also mafia and umm awkward conversations about my ex girlfriend in jeff's car? lol good times
word: boom chicka boom boom

Candy:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
hey baby girl. here is no one in this world more sexier than yuuu haha. so much to say. your like my besssst friend lol. longass talks on the internet is so fun wit chu. and yu sending me funny pics of yourself. talkin about relationships and shit. me telling you how hot you are and you denying it even tho you know its true haha. my creepyass customers always bugging you and talking to you(sorry =[ ). you cheer me up when i'm depressed or pissed off and you always treat me good even tho i dont deserve it ha. thnx so much
word: mah favortie girl

Helen::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
haha helennn you kno your the coolest right? cept for the fact that you wont let me hook up wit yur sis. thats NOT cool lol. anyways, shit..haha when'd i meet you? in like 7th grade? you were such a cute girl than...what the hell happened? lmao jp jp. chillin in broadway wit chu waz fun. i remember that one time when you kept smashing your bag into my face in the movie theatre and my gf at the time was like yelling at you haha. than i chucked a twizzler at you and it stuck into your shirt. than yu yelled at me and i said "what? you want me to lick it off?" and than she yelled at me for cheatin lol. good times good times. and than at justins party where i had that shot contest wit john lee? haha i was like fallin on top of youz i dink. lol yea we need to chill again =]
word: violent! (hitting me in da face wit yur bag. you had a calculator in there you psycho! lol)

J-Bird:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
haha well look whos back. my main man J-bird. man we've been boyz for muhfuckin years yo. i remember when we first met. you moved into my apartment and my parents invited yo popz, you, and yo sis over fer tea. and than we terrorized lil gracie haha. we were like 6 i dink haha. parties up in yo crib, goin to school together, chillin wit my cous and his crew, ballin, blastin music in our little apartment, biking, fighting, summer school, just chillin around that 7-11 around the corner, holy shit we had some mad chill times. shit man when i heard i was gon move out of flushing, i was so hurt mang. fuckin leavin and shit and lost touch wit chu for like years. than i started to come back every week when i got to high school and chilled. thnx for hooking me up and shit yo. shootin pool, Pc, Parties, Club DDD, ballin,, smokin, shoppin, rappin, fightin, all dat shit haha. and i even went out wit grace thanks to you. than this year, you fuckin went off to college and we rarely chill anymore..... still yo you mah main man son. we gon be boyz forever. mad propz
word: main man 

Sherry::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
ehh we've had our ups and down but i'm glad we cool now cuz it'd be weird writing about you here if i'm still pissed off at chu lol. u gotta work on dem freestyles mang. listen to more rap than gay music (pop, rock) haha. u kno, this song kinda reminds me of us lol the chorus that is. u ask such fucked up questions to me all the time and i know the answers but i just wanna tell it to you a way where yo sisters wont hunt me down and rape me haha scarryyy shitz. hmm what else..and you gotta stop being so shy around peepoz. wtf you scared of? unless the guy's a psychopath drug dealer child rapist. lol damn mann good times
word: ghetto nerd who asks too much questions =]

tiffany. a.k.a. emo girl lol::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
ur funnyyyyy. meeting you at the famine last year waz fun. or 2 yrs. ago... w.e. it waz lol. i remember those spiky wrist things you were wearing was like weapons cause u stabbed so many pplz haha. longass talks on the internet. u trying to get me to become emo haha. u almost had it but i decided not too cause i'm too manly looking. yeah..speaking of that. the emo guys you like all look like girls! i thought you were turning lessy on me lol. and than you talking to dat nasty 40 yr. old puerto rican guy that lives wit his mother and planning to rape you. dat was funny 2 lol
Word: Emo girllll

Chris du::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
lol damnn son. ccb sure brought us together. making fun of you every monday and wednesday. good times good times haha we gon remember that shit for mad long. summer waz aite chillin wit chu. getting fired from my job and coming to ur house to chill while my dad thinks i'm at work haha. you beating me in basketball ONCE and than me kicking  your ass the other 4 or 5 times we play. chillin at my retreat and playing chink poker and shit. playing basketball and me jumping in front of you and yelling and scaring you so much that you walked back out of bounds LMAO. funny ass shit. yo ass being paranoid all the time is funny too haha. and dun be pissed off bout what i say to you. all in good fun =]
word: PARANOID lmao

John chow::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
my main mannn haha. haven't seen you since summer ended. where the fuck you've been lol. get the fuck outta rego park or w.e. and chill wit me and mah peepoz up in flushing sometime lol. chillin in muhfuckin flushing everyday during the summer was fun. PC barns and you fuckin spending 3 hours of your time lookin for a comp with counter strike lol. pool halls and restaurants and shit. bubble tea. the cheapass dumpling place. damnnnn good times
word: confusedddd lol

Vicky:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
ehh u didn't really write your name but since i'm bored off of my ass right now, you get an entry =]. uhhh where'd we meet? i think justins party right? yeaaa. dat waz da party i dat i had that shot contest wit john. and than we chill at james' party too. haha i dink daz it. come to jericho more often please =]
word: sexyyy

Lance:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
lol u ain't got xanga either but u asked for an entry too so here it iz. man we muhfuckin niggaz yo. naw actually you white, only i'm black hehe. naw you mad cool. i met you like last year and you like a fuckin white version of me. ghetto ass cothes, listen to da same type of music, both pot heads, both got fuckin anger problems and will fuck up mad headz haha. we fuckin slept everyday in class and didn't do shit and got straight A's lol mad fun of every1 in da class cause they thought we were dipshits and we got highest grades in class. than this year, i started hooking you up with mad weapons and shit like knives and muhfuckin brass knuckles. muhfuckin tazers, and butterflys. and of course, maarijuana haha. u my main white boy homie. good looks

joe:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
hmmm sexy joee haha. got a couple of words fo' u. chillin at justin and james' party was cool. drunkin it up and shit. never really had any classes wit chu until this year. now we fuckin got latin and drivers ed together. mad ill times. doing shit in latin and just talkin. fuckin new dumbass teacher haha. than sleeping during drivers ed. chillin at library sometimes wit wei ping and kyung joon. fuckin going to see gay movies sometimes wit yo peepoz(harry potter. haha) u coming up with 30 different ways to say nigger lol. good times
Word: nigg

Jeff Chung::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
fuckin tall bastard lol. whaddp son. jerkin off and not doing shit in ccb all the time. jokin and conversations is mad fun. going to ur church and chillin at flushing. yeah i gotta go back sometime haha. than going to sportime wit chu for the past few weeks. workin out together is cool but yo fuckin 2 weeks thing expired. damn. sign up again son. mad boring workouts witout yo azz
word: no sek shi ada LMAO

joanne:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
youz a pretty cool person. met chu at 6 flagz a longazz time ago. haha i remember we didn't talk much and shit cuz i was afraid you were a fob and didn't speak no english mang. then we started talkin on aim and xanga and chilled a little more. goin to karaoke bars wit chu and yo crew, chilling round flushing, jillians, bowling, you feeding me ice cream =]. all dat shyt haha. madd funn
word: fun

Tiff mon::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tiff! daz right, ur turn ur turn! lol. u get a longazz entry cause we so cool haha. so i met chu last year in biology class wit lumi. me, you, xtina, kris, and victor all sat in one side of the room and justin sat all the way on the other side so we made fun of him for not being asian lmao. dat was a real good year for me in bio haha. copying your test answers all the time, borrowing your pens and never giving them back, copying your homework, you telling me whats on every single test, copying your labs, sleeping in class and still getting 80's and 90's haha. i thought i'd fail the regents fo' sho' but noooo i got an 86 haha and wat was that you got? an 85?!? LMAO my god, when u told me that i almost died laughing. giving you a piece of crap webcam dat i found in the dumpster int he back of a bowling alley. ROFL jp jp that was a pretty good webcam. it was just supposed to be for laptops. oopies =]. mad chillin during the summer too in flushing, at broadway in the movies, at my praise night where i thought your cousin was your boyfriend haha remember that?, than at justins party well, not really, i was too drunk to chill wit chu haha. but we chill at james' party cuz every1 else drank everything before i got there haha. now me, max, and jeff make you die laughing in cooking class like everyday haha. u get soooo red like a tomato =P. and i'll be da mc at ur sweet 16! i'll do it for free haha. i'ma pretty good freestyler =]. i also remember once you were lookign at ur cell phone and you randomly said "omg i used to text you" and i was like "what? u use protection?" lmao. good times
word: RED rofl

Shinn::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
heyyy wsup. haven't seen you in like 2 months lol. meeting you at james' party was fun. u were soo drunk haha. chillin at broadway and shit after. drinking, drinking, and more drinking. Then going to the guys bathroom together to drag out yer drunk friend haha good times. Than seeing you at your asian night and forgetting ywho you were for a SECOND but i remembered lol. u were like about to beat da shit outta me. fun fun
word: Drunkkk

Cal::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
haha my main man calvin. wus good homeboy. i met chu like last year when i started to go to flushing every week. I remember when J-bird first introduced us, we were both trying to do our own ghetto handshakes and everything and shit waz mad confusing lol. Chillin at ur crib with ur ghettoass bootleg couch haha. dat shit like pulls you in, i think my ass marks still on that thing haha. ur party last year was da fuckin shit too. good looks mang
word: AZN niqquh

Jenny::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
hey jenny! wusss goood =]. used to have so many good memories damnnn. i met chu through umm cindy? or maybe justin. 4got haha. srryyy. longass talks on the internet, chillin at broadway, birthday parties, movies at UA, fuckin justin's party thing where u and all those great neck people laughing at my drunk ass lol. hmmm wat else...seeing you drunk at james' party for the first time. dat waz real...interesting haha.
word: HWD(hyper when drunk) lmao

Justin::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
shit mangg. true niggaz for a longass time lol until i started chillin wit syo and flushing crews and u and yo great neck peepoz haha. o well, shit happens. wat chu gon do. anyways, many laughs, many good times, many drinks, much chillage. always true niggazzz haha
word: chink

Zeewei:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
ZEEEEWEII!!!. my own personal punching bagg haha. u have no idea how much fun it is to hurt you lol. like fer real, i wish yu went to my school so i could "say hi" to you everyday haha. such a skinny boy zeewei, needa eat. can pick you right up haha. i think the first time i really talked to you was at homecoming this year. and thats when me and my fatass friend kept hitting and pounding you haha. so thats where this addiction started man. shit this thing is like a drug haha. fer real son, one week without hitting you and i start talking to myself and going crazy haha. youz a funny kid man, and im a funny kid too. we a buncha funy kidz talkin and chill parties lol. cliffs party, seans party, and chris? just wanna sex you up sometimes kid haha
word: punching baggg haha

<3 <3 <3 <3 Lil Kim <3 <3 <3 <3 ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
since yur so cool, u get a part 1 and part 2! lol
Part 1
KIMM!!! is there a person in this world thats cooler than kim?? hold up...lemme think *3 hours later* NOPE iun think sooo lol. im not sure who it was who first introduced us on aimm. hmm...maybe sherry? haha forgot but after that, we were like ummm ice cream..and MORE ICE CREAM lol. naw but we were soo close. like 289048520945 txts a day to each other talking about anything, even the small stuff lol. and yu called me once too i think when yu tried to patch things up between me and sherry. we talked sooo much on aim and i remember once when you were gonna go to canada on vacation or sumtin like datt. i was soooo sadd i almost cryedd =[ but you came back and iw as happy again lol. on dee phone i promised yu a hugg the first time i met yu in person and when i met yu at famine, i did! lol and yu thought i was so creepy probablyy. faminee was so much funn im glad i went and met chu or else my life would be soo empty right now =[. even thoo we didn't talk as much as i'd like, when we did talkk i made yu laughh which is a part of my job i likee lol. yu started coming to new life and we got closer and i was happy happy happy lol. we established that we were bessstest friends. hanging out wit chu and rachel at homecoming was maddd fun. u guys are hilarious haha. but then yu left church and went to abundantt =[ and i went to taiwan for the summer and we liked stopped talkingg. and when i got back yu became bestest friends with briann. meanie cheater! lol jp jp.
Part 2
but this year i followed yuu to abundant. yu cant escape mee muhahaha and we became really close agenn. even more awesome timess. homecoming with you and brian and other negros lol. applebees where yu were the first human being to ever see me smile =]. moviesss like serenity, big mommas house, etc. fun times in my carr with weird music haha. going to da bway wit chu to get jeffs bday present. so much good timess. really cherish demmm <3 kimm =D
word: giggleboxxx u laugh so much kim haha


Sunday, October 17, 2004

50 things about me

1. name's Jesse
2. i'm chink/jap
3. i live in jericho
4. i use to live in Flushing
5. i like flushing better than Jewicho
6. i'm 5'8"
7. i'm 155 pounds of solid fat lmao
8. i think hispanic and black girls are mad hot
9. asian girls are cute
10. i dun like jews
11. i dun like punks
12. i'ma violent mother fucka
13. i got a fake ID
14. i drink too much
15. i'ma pretty good balla for a short azn haha
16. i can freestyle
15. i like to spit or battle wit kids
16. i deal stogz
17. I'm christian
18. clubbin is fun
19. iun like the korean fobs in our school
20. ok maybe some but not all
21. internet beef is fucking stupid
22. i'm an instigator
23. fuck da police
24. i got suspended once for jumping this kid who was grabbin my grl
25. Fuck da law
26. Raymond wu is a fucking dickhead
27. i got 3 right hand man's and we fucking own jewicho, hicksville, and flushing
28. i like to play around with my butterfly knives
29. i carry 2 around with me at all times =]
30. there ain't no such thangs, as halfway crookz
31. i'm mad fucking broke
32. my GPA is 3.5
33. Hennessy over haze mother fucka!!
34. The bloodz got mah back and they ain't takin no shit
35. i like to hang in flushing
36. i like to chill in bk
37. I like rap and women. so i love female rappers like trina, lil kim, remy
38. i want a fuckin escalade so badly
39. Bling blings make me horny
40. i'm not a virgin
41. i get pissed off mad easily
42. i'm mad fucking hairy
43. ppl say i look 21
44. acne is fucking gay
45. i used to go to therapy. and it didn't fucking do shit lol as u can see
46. i hustle kids in chinese poker
47. i hustle kids in pool
48. money in da dice game nigga i play fo' keepz
49. iun like those ancient times anime like kenshin and inyuyasha like all asians do. that shit is boring
50. i need to work out

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diz song is da fucking shit. new york rappers fucking own. takin over the industry muhfucka. west coast fell since tupac died and dre retired. new york gon get mad respect now nigga

New york new york-ja rule, jada, fat joe


[Hook ¡V Ja Rule]
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York)
I got a semi-automatic that spits next time if you talk (you talk)
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York)
I got a semi-automatic that spits next time if you talk (you talk)
(And I know)

[Verse 1 ¡V Ja Rule]
Yall niggaz is pussy, poonani, +Vagina+
Your +Monologue's+ getting tired, now it's time to ride
You're print distrified, you're no longer desired
So take off them silly chains, put back on your wire
I'm on fire, holly dipped in octane
Let each coast bang, let west coast bang
And Rule gonna bring the ghetto gospel
To every 'hood possible, pushin through in the sky blue
Back with the gods you now, preferably the 4 pound
Slugs flyin at the speed of sound
Tryin to catch the ears of niggaz that's runnin their mouths
I might get my Brooklyn niggaz to run in your house
I don't really understand what the runnin's about
But we're hunters, we take pride in airin our prey out
Leavin 'em layed out, dead, in just a sport
'cause we ain't playin up here in New York

[Hook ¡V Fat Joe]
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York)
And you can tell the way the homie spit, That nigga, I'm from New York (New York)
I got a hundred ways to make a grip, Yes, I'm from New York (New York)
And you can tell I get real ignorant, 'cause nigga, I'm from New York (New York)
(And this is how we do)

[Verse 2 ¡V Fat Joe]
Nigga I can see the coke in your nose
This ain't a movie, even he got his head blown on the globe
And I was just about to find god
But now that Ma$e is back, I think I'd much rather find a menage
And everybody talkin crazy how they're AK spit
But we know this investigatin, and they ain't spray shit
Not me, I'm the truth homie, got the industry shook like
"Naw nigga, Joe gonna let 'em loose on me"
True Story, I'm bringin the T back
Even Roy Jones was forced to +Lean Back+
My nigga Dre said grind cook
Now we killin them Howard niggaz, who said I must of found Pun's rhyme book
Got bitches on top of the Phantom
And the pinky got bling, like the ring around Saturn
Cook coke, crack, niggaz fiend for that
And you already know the x is where the team be at

[Hook ¡V Jadakiss]
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York)
+Ruff Ryde+, and +D-Block+ and shit, Nigga fuck what you thought (you thought)
And you can't take shit for granted, because life is too short (too short)
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York
(Aha, and this is how we do)

[Verse 3 ¡V Jadakiss]
I swear it couldn't be sweeter, Life's a bitch
Depending on how you treat her, you might get rich
It's guaranteed you gonna die, you might get missed
For maybe 2 or 3 hours, 'til they light their spliffs
And that coke will get you a long time
But when I let 'em know the dope is out, it's like America Online
Wise has awoken
And you know they say that you deserved it whenever you die with your eyes open
I still hold a title, because I'm in the hood like them little motorcycles
Stick up kids, hoppin out with them old rifles
Just doin shit for nothin, it's so spiteful
Ha I'm just like you
Word that niggaz wanna murk you is in the air
A double shot of yak and the purple is in the air
And I'm not cocky, I'm confident
So when you tell me I'm the best it's a compliment

[Hook ¡V Jadakiss]
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York)
+Ruff Ryde+, and +D-Block+ and shit, Nigga fuck what you thought (you thought)
And you can't take shit for granted, because life is too short (too short)
I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York
(Aha, and this is how we do)


Friday, September 17, 2004

Cocaine,
HeroAin,
exctasy, marijuana
ahh shit man, stayed fuckin sober today
oh well, fun times =]



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